Thursday, April 29, 2004

"He was a narpaleptyc, motorcyle riding, one legged man!"

Do you ever have those unexpected experiences that are just truly cool? I had one tonight. I went to the art musuem with my art class, and I was a little weary because I was so tired, but it turned out so well. If you have never been to the musuem, go! It is so incredibly cool. Not only is there an outstanding collection of impressionistic paintings on the inside, but outside is like a gallery in itself. There are so many cool sculptures around the parking lot and the gardens a very beautiful. Also during the summer they show old movies outside on the lawn, how old school (sorry!) is that?! So after the musuem we went to Mass. Avenue which is always a fun time. Hehe, although we did accidently stumble into a gay book store, or as they put it "books with pride", I backed out very very slowly. As for the rest of my day, well how good could it have been, I was at school. And I am seriously disturbed because I am actually in danger of failing chemistry. If I fail, I will sob. I can't even explain the repulsion I feel when I even think of failing a class. I mean, I've never had an "F" in my life! I've never had a "D" in my life. And the thought of having to repeat that class gives me the hurls. So pray for me! That's all, yo:O)

What you should be listening to right now: David Grey: Freedom, (so so very sad and true...)

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Tuesday, April 27, 2004

"So many fish, live in the sea..."

Yee-haw, today is tuesday! It feels like a crisp fall day outside, to bad its april. OH well, on account of the cold weather and all I figure I can put off running another day. By the way did you know that the strokes are going to be here in concert in two weeks? Can I just say woo-hoo. And now I would like to talk about one of my favorite places to go in the fine city of Indianapolis, Luna Music. If you have never been to this music store and you CLAIM to like music than you are a fool, a fool I tell you! Okay maybe you aren't a fool, but let me just tell you this store is so much fun to go to. Right when you walk in you are afronted with some of the best musical offerings of today. The upstairs is dedicated to newer music and the downstairs has used cd's and records. Not only can you buy records down there but you can listen to them! How novel is that! And also by the window they have all of these free stickers and fliers, that's what I truly go there for, hehe. All in all it's a grand little store, whenever I leave there I feel a little bit hipper, haha, so go!
Isn't weird how listening to song can transport you to the past? Like for instance, right now I'm listening to "Novacaine for the Soul" by the eels, and I distinctly remember the first day I heard this song. It was on the way to Cross Country practice last fall. It was one of those beautiful movie-like day's when you are sure you will be changed forever by just living. It's so cool how playing that one song can make me feel the chill of fall, smell the leaves, remember the agony of running...hehe. Music is so cool. That is all. Have a great day.

Musical endeavours: N.E.R.D. "Provider" (it's pretty freakin' awesome, hehe)

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Monday, April 26, 2004



"I'm sorry-what?"
"I said you did a great jooorb!"

Well today was a happy day, despite the freaky Indiana like temperatures, 37 degrees tonight, sakes alive!
But, I have good news, because today when I got back from being edumacated my mom told me I got hired at Goodwill! Yippee, I am now the proud employee of Goodwill Industries! I'm excited. Maybe I'll meet intresting old women who will impart their wisdom on me, I hope I meet someone named Betty, oh that would be grand.Hehe, anyhoo, Today has been a great day because A) I found out about my jorb B) I got an A on this hard spanish test, (YEEEees!) C) We finished Julius Caesar in English. Although as soon as the tape finished playing my english teacher turned around and fired up the ol' vcr for a double hit of old bill, oh cruel fate. Oh well now I get to see all 36 stab wounds instead of having to use my imagination. And now concerning the not so pleasant happenings of my day. I went to chemistry today, and as soon as I sat down "my beloved teacher" informed us that we were going to be helping him box up all of the junk in his room for when the school remodels it, or as Mr.Young put it "Your going to help a brotha out today". I kid you not. Under any normal cirmcumstances I wouldn't have cared, but the fact that the whole time he was yelling at us to get to work, he was also joking around with all the boys about bra advertisements, sigh. I would like to say he was multi-tasking and actually WORKING while being a jerk, but no, apperently Mr.Young can't handle all of that. At this point I'm so amused by the man I can't really be mad at him, Only 4 MORE WEEKS ABBY! Okay that is all for now, I wish everyone a happy monday, may your day be as happy as mine.
p.s. every great day needs a great soundtrack, I suggest Kill Bill Vol.1 "the soundtrack"

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Sunday, April 25, 2004

"bang,bang, my baby shot me down..."

Well it's spring and love is in the air, hehe. All of my friends seem to be dropping like flies....but I, I will hold out till the end:O} Really though, I'm happy for you Amy, whatever you are!! Okay sorry, anyhoo, today I saw Ella Enchanted, and it was rather strange, but still good. This weekend I also saw "The Prince and & Me" which shouldn't it be "The Prince and I"? Hmmmmm, anyways, I thought it was going to be so cliched (or however you spell that) but actually it wasn't all that bad. So yeah, two chick flicks for everyone to see, because they have been approved by me!! I still haven't seen Kill Bill Vol.2, blah, I really need to see it. OH by the way, Edith Piaf rules, just thought I would let you know.

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Friday, April 23, 2004

I just have to say that right now I feel like my heart is being pulled in 50 million directions, by one person. OH cruel fate. I can't think of anything clever or funny to disguise my confusion. But I just wish that some how it would all work out.

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Can I just say blah....

musick: Erin McKeown, Slung Lo

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Well as you can see, I finally posted the picture. I would just like to thank Patrick for basically doing it for me, Thanks Patrick! Hehe, oh yeah, in my excitement of finally posting it I forgot to comment on it. Well, Wednesday's blog got me thinking about great monument's to love, and this one of them!

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Thursday, April 22, 2004


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This is jank!! I can't post a picture, I want to cry, please someone anyone help me.

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"Hearts and thoughts they fade, fade away..."

Can I just pause for a moment to contemplate the dumbness of me.................okay. I am seriously frustrated with myself right now. Why oh why do I have to be so shy?! I can't describe the level of frustration and confusion I feel right now, but just to sum it up, there is someone I should talk to, but I don't know how to talk to them because I'm afraid if I do talk to them maybe they won't want to talk to me and then when I do talk to them they will simply look at me like I have a third ear lobe or something, BUT what if that person wants to talk to me? Than the more that I don't talk to them, the more that person thinks I don't want to talk to them and evantually that certain person is just going to give up on me and go talk to other non-shy people. And the more I think about it the more frustrated I become! I just wish that person I am talking about would just know that I do want to talk to you, I truly do. Okay, I can't talk about this anymore, I might loose my composure. I will try to be more chipper. Hmmmm, Oh yes in world geography today I had a pop music flash back. I was listening to Mr. Mendenhall explain the joys of living in South Asia, when suddenly my brain was invaded with uncanny rhyming lyrics, Christina Agularawhatever's Genie in a Bottle started playing in my head. I could not get it out! I sat in 3rd period on the verge of masication because I kept hearing, "Im a genie in a bottle, something something the right way!" Over and over. I tried to focus on a wholesome song like "Delicate" or "Summerbreeze" but the more I tried the more I heard "Rub me the right way!", it got so bad I could actually see a music video I foolishly watched of that stupid song. Then I started to laugh because I could picture Mr. M. singing "rub me the right way!" It was very horrific, and all due to the fact that when I was youger I foolishly listened to pop music. Listening to pop music is like doing Cocaine, once you start, your completely emersed in every detail of every artist's life, and you become addicted to it until you have to know what kind of gum Britney Spear's chews. And then when you finally wake up and realize yes they do lipsync at their concerts, and discover real music, you still every once and a while are haunted by your addict days. And you have these flashbacks of Backstreeet Boy interviews, and the song's will randomnly pop into your head at any unsuspecting moment. It's awful. I'll be 65 years old, at some family function, and suddenly my eyes will glaze over, I'll feel the need to show my mid drift and I'll start whipping out the moves to some Brittney Spears song. *shudder, all because of some bad desicions I made when I was 13. Let this be a lesson to you all, friends don't let friends listen to pop music!

muzik: Anything by Morcheeba! and Honey, by Venus Hum

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"It might have been a while since you've been loved like you should be loved..."

Ah the power of repeat...hehe yes I am still stuck on that song! And yes it is still wed-nes-day! And yes this is my THIRD post for the day! And yes I'm still yelling! Okay I'm sorry but this song, you don't understand, if this song was (or is it were...?) a guy it would be Johnny Depp, if this song was (or were, which ever you have decided) a food it would be chocolate pop tarts,mmmmm chocolate poptarts...sorry off task, what was I doing? Oh yes, the song, if you haven't downloaded it by now your a dummy! Go forth vigilent readers ( all two of you!) and download! Okay, enough music pirating for today, hmmm I just realized it's 11:38 and I have to go to school tommorow! Oops. I feel....strange....I feel like I'ma breakin' the laaaaw! Okay so I watched the O.C. tonight, like I do every wed-nes-day, and my momma and pop were in the living room, so of course they were like "What's this your watching?" And I answered. Hehe, duh, this does have a point by the way. Okay, so yes, my mom and dad totally start ripping on the show, and that just annoyed me to no ends, why do people insist on doing that?! If the show is that craptastic, then here's an idea, leave me in peace to rot, and go read a book or plant a tree! I think I know what it is though, they inwardly are fascinated with that show and they just don't have the chutzpah [ hoot-paw or something to that effect] to admit it. And that just sets me off on a whole different rant, why do people insist on ragging on kinda corny shows when inwardly they like them!? It's a sin to these people to watch something kinda vapid, not educating, they run from it like a *hillbilly in Hollywood, because some evil force might reach through the glass and suck them into a vapid wasteland. Contrary to the thinking of PBS and Mr.Rogers, the television was not invented to educate, it was invented to make money. So stop trying to teach me the alphabet and bring on the O.C.! Phew, okay I finally changed songs, but only cos Char MADE me. Now I'm listening to Damien Rice's beautiful creation, Delicate, which I have already talked about I believe. Muhahaha, the time is 11:50 and I'm not in bed! I'm going to regret this in the morning. So in English, we are reading, well actually listening to Julius Caeser, I never knew there were so many names that start with c. Other than Shakespere's liking of the letter C, I think it's a relativlely good play. It got even better when Caeser died, because it was kinda cool and IRONIC. Ms. Huey, where ever you are, that's a shout out to you, I finally realize the irony of the situation. Tonight we had Bible study at me house, over the book of John. The more we study the more I like it. I think it's good to just sit back and think of God's great love for us. And tonight I thought of it in a way I had never really considered before. I, being a girl, have always been hopelessly romantic, I just love a good love story. And you know when you hear about some guy doing something so sweet you just want to explode with "awwww"? And you wish some guy would do something like that for you? Well tonight I was thinking wow the creator of the universe has done something like that for me, I mean not in a romantic love way, but in a kind of love that is a trillion times better. He sent his son, to DIE, for me, because HE loved me that much. What greater monument of love could you ask for? I guess I never really let it sink in that God LOVES me. I mean I know you hear that and your like sure, sure, He loves me. But if you think about what it means to love someone and then you think, God feels that for me, except it's a trillion times more pure, more forgiving, more self-sacrificing, it just blows my mind. Okay, I've rambled enough for one day, although, techinically, in sense it's 12:05, it's a brand new day! Woohoo, happy thursday everyone, have a daring day!

*Please don't ask where I got this metaphor, it makes me want to cry also

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Wednesday, April 21, 2004

oh by the way, THE OC IS ON TONIGHT!!!! muhahaha

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"Sadness flies away on the wings of time"
A nice quote I stole from channel one, for some reason it makes me feel happy. Okay well yesterday I was in a horrific mood, probably said some stuff I shouldn't have, but I figure in since no one ever reads this there is no reason to edit it. But if by some mistake some one does stumble upon this lonely site, I don't retract what I said but I retract the way I said it, and to the severity of which I said it. So yesterday after I nearly worked myself into hysterics I went outside to mow, discovered riding lawn mower is once again BROKEN (grrrrr), but I was so mad I decided to mow the whole thing with the push. Stupid stupid me. I feel like a 40 year old man who got a little frisky at the family reunion, you know the guy (in this case my dear old dad) who tries to relive his wonder years through a game of backyard kickball and sorely proclaims "I'll be paying for this tomorrow." Well I feel like that. My hands are all bruised up and I can't breathe without feeling sharp piercing sensations in my back, oh well, enough whining, at least I won't have to mow for another four days or so. Later today I have to go to Goodwill for a job interview, yea! I'm praying I get the job, because I'm tired of being perpetually broke. By the way, you NEED to listen to Emiliana Torrini, not only does she have a cool name I can't pronounce, but she has a awesome voice. I keep replaying "Summerbreeze" over and over and over...ah the beauty of the repeat button...

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Tuesday, April 20, 2004

Nice weather for ducks...
Today was one of those days where I am sure the whole human race is out to get me. Arg. I hate being 16, I would give my left kidney just to be out of high school and through with all of the bs that everyone expects you to care about . And through with people who lie to you. And through with all the ninnies who pretend to like high school, hello! Here's a clue to all you sun shine and flowers people, NO ONE LIKES YOU AND NO ONE LIKES HIGH SCHOOL! I have a question tho, why do people feel the need to lie to people? Why do people just spout out any crap that comes to the minds, when it's not true. What happened to thinking before speaking?! Or hey here's an idea, any one who is a jerk just shouldn't speak AT ALL. or at least they shouldn't speak to me, because I don't have time for them. Here's a little test I've devised to detirmine if your worthy of speaking i.e. if your a jerk 1) Are you a guy? if you answered yes to any of the questions above, sorry! You failed. Do me (and the rest of the world) a favor and don't talk.

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Saturday, April 17, 2004

OH by the way I think it's "anyway" I asked my dad, hehe that's always bothered me...here are some lovely lyrics from a lovely song by the lovely Damien Rice, he's so grand...
Delicate Lyrics

We might kiss when we are alone
When nobody's watching
I might take you home
We might make out when nobody's there
It's not that we're scared
It's just that it's delicate

So why do you fill my sorrow
With the words you've borrowed
From the only place you've known
And why do you sing Hallelujah
If it means nothing to you
Why do you sing with me at all?

We might live like never before
When there's nothing to give
Well how can we ask for more
We might make love in some sacred place
The look on your face is delicate

So why do you fill my sorrow
With the words you've borrowed
From the only place you've known
And why do you sing Hallelujah
If it means nothing to you
Why do you sing with me at all?

oops got kinda carried away there, oh well, this is my favorite song right now, so it deserves a little space...well gotta go do some interesting things like mow and mow, when i own a house my lawn is going to be natural, no blade will ever cut that virgin grass, until i have kids that is...

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OH the glorious weekend, it's so beautiful it makes me want to cry. Besides the fact I spent my whole saturday mowing and I will spend my whole evening listening to my mother gush about prom ( ick) this has definatley been the best weekend in a long while. I think it has to do with the weather, and the fact that last night I went to a concert and afterward played hide-and-seek in my barefeet, yea! The concert wasn't even all that great but anyway, or anyways, whichever is right...:O} Oh yea one more thing, LISTEN TO THE DANDY WARHOLS "WE USED TO BE FRIENDS!"

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