Thursday, May 27, 2004

"Problems are like pimples, squeeze them or ignore them, but evantually they go away..."

hehe, well something earth shattering happened to me last night that should make me feel devestated but I don't at all, in fact I feel liberated. Is that bad? Heh, no I know it's not bad, but it's weird, I don't know what to worry about, what to aganize about, what to question because this problem is gone. There are sometimes I really hate being a teenager. Stuff is just so complicated.

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Tuesday, May 25, 2004

I really have nothing to say except uh BLAH!

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Bored. So very bored. It's almost one but I don't want to go to bed! I'm not tired, I feel like I could stay up all night. I wish I had somenone to talk to but alas everyone is asleep everywhere, so I've decided to make a cd wish list due to the fact I got my first paycheck from goodwill (yeeees!) ahem, so here it goes,

1. Interpol: Turn on the bright lights (i think that's what it is called)
2. Incubus:Morning View (cos mine is all scratched, and that cd is required listening for the summer)
3. The Dandy Warhols:Welcome to the Monkey House
4.Rooney? I'm not to sure on that one yet
5. The Thrills
6. Bjork: All of her old stuff!
7.The Smashing Pumpkins: the box set, cos mine was stolen by someone last year in 1st period art class, I will hunt you down!!!
8. Kill Bill Vol.2 Soundtrack
9. Wheat:I met a girl

hmmmm, that's all I can think of right now, suggestions anyone? Because I'm open for them:O) Aaaaah spider, very big by me, gotta go byee

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Here you go:

The Powers of Heaven: Paul Hillier

I own it and I love it.
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Sunday, May 23, 2004

Hello everyone! How is everybody on this pretty Sunday afternoon? I'm okay. It's so nice out I guess I can't be anything but okay. On the way home from church with my sisters we took the "country" way home and were listening to the best of the red hot chili peppers, so nice. As we were driving I realized I had forgotten how beautiful Indiana is in the summer. Everyone I know dogs on Indiana and Fairland (including me), but anyone who lives here has to admit it's a nice place to be in the summer. With all of the birds and flowers and corn...hehe. I dunno just driving home is like driving through a park, or in my father's words "Living in Fairland is like living in a state park." I think when I grow up I want to have two houses, one in San Fransico or New York for the the winter and fall and then one out in dear old Fairland for the spring and summer. That would be nice....

Listen: Nirvana: Smells like teen spirit

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Saturday, May 22, 2004

Okay, sorry about my other posts, I dunno I don't really think I should have to explain myself so I'm not. In fact, I'm not sorry. hehe, anyway, today was graduation at Triton Central Highschool, yippee. I went with Lni and about died from the heat. Then I went to an open house and then, drum roll please, I went to work, yeaaaaah! Haha, work sucked so badly tonight. We were so busy, so many people getting clothes out and not picking them up. And this spanish lady came in for the second time who can't speak a lick of english and was getting me all confused. Cos even tho I was in 2nd year spanish, hehe, I can't understand her! So we both kinda just grunt and point, like apes or something. But yeah after that these two guys came in looking for 60's clothes for this birthday party they were going to. One of the guys kept calling me "sweetie pie" and "baby doll", I wanted to puke. He was OLD and he had a nascar shirt and greasy yucky hair and oh you get the picture. So anyway, I was ringing them up and he was like "hey are you 21" and I kinda glared at him and said no. And then he was like "Oh well that's to bad because I would have asked you to a real good party tonight, babydoll." I kid you not. I didn't know if I should puke right there or wait for them to leave. Yuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck. He makes me sick just thinking about him. And then as they were leaving he was like "I'll be back for you in a couple years." I'm so sure!! And I'll be waiting for you with a pair of pliers and a can of mace in a couple of years you sick freak!! Sorry I'm just really not fond of the male race right now. To many let downs, to many sick freaks. Ug,ug,ug. Blah. On a lighter note, um , hmmmm, I watched an intresting movie tonight called "Elefant". I don't know if I would recommend it, but it was kinda neat.

Do you ever feel like leaving, going anywhere by yourself for a few months? Because I really feel like that right now. I want to go somewhere for the whole summer where no one knows me and just go. Just meet new people and get a new persepective on life. Instead I'm stuck in goodwill getting hit on by pedafiles and grunting with mexicans, this should be a swell summer.

music: Bjork:Possibly Maybe

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Friday, May 21, 2004

blah, this is uh I dunno true I guess. I just liked it, so there.

Girls are like apples on trees. The best one's are at the top of the tree. The boys don't want to reach for the good ones cause they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead they just get the rotten apples that are on the ground that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples at the top think that there is something wrong with them, when in reality, they are amazing. So the beautiful apples at the top, to get a boy, fall down to the bottem and become rotten just so they can get a boy. That is why we just have to be a little patient, cause the right boy, the one who takes a chance to find that perfect apple, will come...

Ha, yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah right.

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you know what I don't understand??????? Boys!!!! I wish they would all leave me alone. Okay sorry, I'm annoyed. bye

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One more thing, I am detirmined to change the stupid advertisement on my blog, ORGANIC CHEMISTRY!? Just because of that one stupid post, why! Must I pay for the rest of my life? Okay so here it goes.
The beatles. The beatles. John Lennon. Paul Mcartney. Ringo Starr. George Harrison. Abbey Road. The Magical Mystery Tour. The beatles. The beatles. OH please work, hehe.

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You ought to see the ads on one blog I check. It's a pro-Bush political blog, and they have to have at least as many anti-Bush or pro-Kerry ads as they have pro-Bush.
 
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Well it's 12:42, friday morning, and I am officialy not a sophomore!! But I'm not a junior, so I guess I'm in limbo. Actually my mom and my sister and I had a discussion about this. I think once the final bell rings on the last day of school you are automatically "updated" to the next grade. But my mom doesn't think so and my sister just kinda sat there, heh. Okay I take it back, it was a discussion between my mom and I with the helpful blinking by Eleni. Um, yeah, why do I try. I think the later at night it is the dumber I become. Hmmmm. It isn't really that late, it just feels like it because I've become so used to the slave-like routine of school. Okay so anyhoo, I have a story to tell. Today I only had to take 2 finals, but my friend Amanda had to take three so I waited around for her so we could go do something. So she finished her Geometry final and got a pass for the "bathroom" and we left early. Ahem, okay I would just like to take a time out to say I do not advocate skipping school or as the old school term would be "playing hookey", but come on! it was the last day of school! Okay so anyway, we were going to go to shelbyville and go to wal-mart or something because we are weird and find great enjoyment in going to wal-mart and laughing about stuff. But she really isn't supposed to be driving me yet because of the 90 day rule, but of course being the all knowing girls we are, we decided to go anyway because we thought to ourselves,who would possibly find out? Oh how stupid I can be sometimes. Yeah, so we were driving along and we got to this stop sign and just as we stopped this blue truck turned and who was it? None other than Amanda's dear ol' dad. Oh gosh, talk about uncomfortable moments. I didn't know if I should duck or say hi or pretend I had suddenly become a deaf/mute. I just kinda managed a weak "HiMr.Andrewshowareyou dealy. Arg, I am such a bonehead sometimes. I always feel like I'm to timid around some people and I hate it. It makes me feel like I'm 10 years old. hehe, okay so that's my story, and of course we all know that every story has a theme (thanks to the wonderful Ms.Huey) and mine is never stop to talk to blue trucks, it only brings trouble. And maybe don't skip school and go driving illegally with a friend, I guess you can pick:O) Byeeee!

listen: thirty-three, The Smashing Pumpkins

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Wednesday, May 19, 2004

Well, I'm just sitting here, on the eve of my final day as a sophomore, thinking about the previous year. Thinking about what a boring, long, happy, exciting, hard, awful, awesome year it was. Hem. After tommorow I will no longer be a soph-o-more, to me, for some reason that seems like a big deal. I dunno, maybe it's just me and my tendency to make all things sentimental. So yeah, this is me right now recolectin'. I'm listening to all of the music I played over and over this year, thinking about stuff that happened. About how much I changed and how much I didn't. I can't really describe what I'm feeling right now. I guess I just really hate change, heh, I know that's a really backward thing to say, but I do. As someone famous once said "When you change you leave everyone behind, including yourself.", kinda sad, in a way, but it really is the truth. Often times people ask why things "can't be the way they were before." To me, that's a simple answer, because this isn't before, this is now, and no matter how hard you try to stay the same, every expirence you go through changes you, whether you like it or not. I guess maybe that's why changing and goodbye's are so sad sometimes, because you know you will never be able to be that same person again. Okay well I'll stop with the whole philisofical (sp!!! aaaah) gig, have a splendid evening to whoever may be reading this...

music:everything:O}

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Hey Abigail! or Abbigail? or... How about good ol' Abby. Sorry I haven't figured out how to spell Ab... your name as of yet. That'll change soon... if you tell me.
I certainly know whatcha mean about change... I don't like change much... but then again, I sort of embrace it... like, I guess I don't want it, but I realize that it doesn't matter what I do - 'tis still agonna happen... so I guess I kinda embace it, or rather, take it head on, as I have nothing much to say in the matter.
I don't wanna be a senior. Yet I shall become one... barring any failures (but that won't happen...) tomarrow, technically. Altho, some'd argue that I have already become a serior, as the senior class has graduated already.... :)
Nice blog.

God Bless!
 
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Thou shall say my name


Say my name, say my name
When no one is around you say baby I love you
If you ain't runnin' game
Say my name, say my name you actin' kinda shady
Ain't callin me baby why the sudden change
Say my name, say my name
If no one is around you say baby I love you
If you ain't runnin' game
Say my name, say my name you actin' kinda shady
Ain't callin me baby
Better say my name

Verse 1
Any other day
I would call you would say
Baby how's your day
But today it ain't the same
Every other word is uh huh yeah ok
Could it be that you are at the crib with another lady
If you took it there
First of all let me say
I am not the one to sit around and be played
So prove yourself to me
If I'm the girl that you claim
Why don't you say the things that you said to me yesterday

I know you say that I am assuming things
Somethings goin' down that's the way it seems
Shouldn't be no reason why you're actin' strange
If nobody's holdin you back from me
Cuz I know how you usually do
Where you're sayin' everything to me times 2
Why can't you just tell the truth
If somebody's there then tell me who

Chorus

What is up with this
Tell the truth who you with
How would you like it if
I came over with my clique
Don't try to change it now
Say you gotta bounce
When 2 seconds ago said you just got in the house
It's hard to believe that you are at home by yourself
When I just heard the boys or the voice of someone else
Just this question why
Do you feel you gotta lie
Then caught up in your game
When you cannot say my name



Where my ladies at (yea yea yea yea yea yea)
Can you say that come on(yea yea yea yea, yea yea yea yea, yea yea yea)
All the girls say (yea yea yea yea, yea yea yea yea)
What I cant hear you (yea yea yea yea)
All my ladies say (yea yea yea yea, yea yea yea yea)
All the girls say(yea yea yea yea, yea yea yea)
Break it down ohhh....

Come on



Betta say my name

I think my post is pretty self-explanatory, hem hem hem

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Tuesday, May 18, 2004

Oh hey yo, How is everyone on this tuesday? I'm okaaaay. Okay here's the deal. Tommorow is my life changing, earth shattering chem final, puuuuuuke. I should be studying, but I wouldn't want to dissapoint any readers (hehe, riiiight). Yeah, anyway, Megan is here from Layfeyette to help me study. I really don't think it's fair that I have a big sister who is a chemistry teacher and I'm practically failing chem. I think she sucked up all the good genes and left me to scrape around for whatever I could get. I've proposed this theory to my dear old dad to which he replyed so lovingly "Yeah we gave her all the good genes on purpose so you could be the expendible kid" har har har. Oh well. I got all the good looks!!!! Muhahahahaha. Well today was our last "real" day of school. Even tho I dislike school a lot, it still got all sentimental just because I'm weird like that. Meagan and I waved farewell to the choir room seeing as though we are NEVER TAKING IT AGAIN! YEAH! No more Mr.Foley and "music is like sex talks"

Oh yeah, I had a dentist appointment today, which I hate. I don't know what kind of sick person would want to scrape and jab people in the mouth all day. Plus I was thinking they must not be able to have a sense of humor at all because I must have looked pretty darn halarious when I was having all the plaque sucked from my mouth and the little suck tube thingy got stuck on my lip and sucked up my whole upper lip, did the dentist lady laugh? Nope. I was about die from keeping the laughter in. Maybe the government genetically engineers dentists to have no laughter mechanism and an uncanny ability to be able to understand people when they talk with their mouths wide open...hmmmmmm.

One more thing before I go, I was reading all of my comments and I had one from someone I didn't know, that is so cool! Actally it's probably one of my butt-head friends playing around, but if it isn't, that's cool. So hi to all you strangers! wow I babbled a lot today. Okay I'm going to go study now! I really am. bye bye.

music: Cure:Just like heaven

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Am I the stranger? Remember Nathaniel from the singing group at the Winter Conference.
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Monday, May 17, 2004

"Why'd you sing halejulah. if it means nothing to you, why'd you sing with me at all...?"
-Damien Rice

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Tell me if this isn't werid...Okay so today this guy comes into work on his bike and buys all of these Mary-kate and Ashley movies, that's the only thing he buys, after I ring them up he just kinda stands there at the counter looking at me for a couple of minutes and then walks away,hmmmmmmmm. It has to make you wonder. Although maybe I'm not giving the guy enough credit, maybe he had a daughter or a niece tucked away in that bike basket, you never know...ah the many adventures of being a Goodwill cashier, I should write a book. Heh, for example there is this older gentlemen who comes in on multiple occasions when I am working, he always has on the same army fatigues (sp? blah I don't care) and this cowboy hat, and he always buys some little kid's computer game. I would like to follow him home and see what he does for the rest of the day. Maybe he's part of a small communist resitance group trying to over throw the U.S. Government and he uses Star Wars video games as some sort of...uh...training device, hehe, yeah. Never a dull moment.....well I've gotta go do something I'm sure, have a nice night cos it sure is nice out there:O)

Muzak:The Dandy Warhols:We Used to be friends

P.s. I finally over threw the music nazis at work and I got to listen to REAL music today, not country, woohoo!!!!

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that is kinda weird and creepy and congrats on overthroughing the music nazis i have to listen to country whenever mare and me share a room.
 
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Sunday, May 16, 2004

Ionic bonding occurs between charged particles. These may be atoms or groups of atoms. In either case, the particles must have lost or gained electrons. Electrons have a negative charge, so a particle that gains electrons gains a negative charge. Equally, a particle that loses electrons must be left with a positive charge (assuming it started with no charge). Since opposite charges attract, the particles in an ionic compound are held together by this attraction.

Can I just say blah!! Attempting to study for chemistry. Not going to peachy. Pray for me!!

" When you change you leave everyone behind, including yourself"

Listen: The Walkmen:Summer stage (Not country!!!:O)


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Have you gotten to convalent or metallic bonding yet?
 
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Friday, May 14, 2004

It's raining it's pouring! Woohoo. There's something about rain that makes me want to crawl into bed a read, and the great thing is when it's raining you have license to do that. You don't have some ninny pressuring you to go outside and "Enjoy the fresh air, har har." Okay anyhoo, tonight was a pretty fun friday, but alas I am very tired and stressed out! I cannot get a good night's sleep because of the "looming" finals. Aaaaaah. And I have to work tommorow at 9:00 o clock in the a.m., which may not seem very early but to me it's sounds very bad. So I guess that's about all that's going down in my little life right now, have a tubular evening, enjoy the rain!!

music:Azure Ray, Trees keep growing

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You only have two hours left before work!

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Thursday, May 13, 2004

Hey!! No I didn't die, for all you worried readers (all two of you!hehe) I've just been really busy with work and all. Working at Goodwill is quite an experience, that is all I can really say:O) You see all different people from every walk of life, so it's pretty cool. Well I'm pretty tired so I bid thee farewell wherever you are, whoever you may be...

"The world is a beautiful place, filled with lot's of ugly people"

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Hi abby, this is me! hehehehe, it works!!!
 
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You have comments! You work at goodwill? that sounds interesting. Is it volunteer or paid? Rebekah thought i was dead for a while too when i was busy w/ school. HGh! Finals next week
 
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Monday, May 10, 2004

Okay after reviewing some of my more recent blogs, I've decided that one could come to the conclusion that I am annoying and immature and hmmm I don't know. Anyways, maybe I am, I don't know. It is impossible to detirmine the annoyness of one's self. Although I just claimed to have done just that. Okay I'm rambling, I would just like to say I don't really act like this all of the time, just some of the time:O}

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AAAAAAaaaah, Charlotte is giving me inappropriote (sp???) gestures....hahhahahahahaha. Okay, I'm gonna stop that now. How is everyone on this Monday? I am G-R-E-A-T!!! hah, that reminds me of that corn flakes, er was it frosted flakes, hmmm anyhoo, commercial with the tiger. Okay why am i, oh never mind. I'm actually not that all care free and happy but if I think about all of craaap I have to do I might break down and cry. By the way, Pharrel Williams is hott, yo, hehe. Sorry I'm being el stupido, I feel like a little 6th grade girl, oh well. okay well I'm going to say farewell, byeeeee

aaaah I almost forgot, I start work tommorow!!! Aaaah. What if I am single handedly responsible for the down fall of Goodwill Industries? Maybe it's best no one visits the Shelbyville Goodwill Industries location tommorow between 3:00-9:00 p.m., in fact Pleeease don't! Okay now I'm really finished.

P.s. siiiiigh


listen: Stars:The Woods





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Sunday, May 09, 2004

Today for the first time all year I wore a swimsuit! Woohoo, summer is here! It's days like these that makes me miss things...sorry that's kinda cryptic, oh well. I think I'm going to miss being a teenager, not that I'm almost not one but being a a-dult is so daunting and void like. I can't be an adult, I still feel like I'm 12 years old sometimes! Heh, okay well I'm going to go do something... Happy Mothers Day!!

music: Pearl Jam: Man of the Hour


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Saturday, May 08, 2004

Okay I know I promised I was finished for today, but I stumbled across how to title my entries, something I had been wondering about for awhile. I feel smart. okay I'll shutup.

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"I'll be here awhile, ain't going nowhere.."

Heh, that should be my theme song because I update this so much. I would just like to clarify that yes I do have a life. Although it may seem smaller compared to others. Oh well. Today was fun, I went to Jilly's "surprise" birthday party. Unfortunately she already knew about it, oh well. It was a jolly time, with good food and friends. I also watched "Peter Pan", the human version, I loooove that movie. Go watch it, now! Well, I guess you can wait till after your finished reading this. Now I'm just enjoying my Saturday evening, I'm not out doing anything on the account of my new curfew :OP It's 10:30 on a Saturday!! I wanted to go to the movies but it wouldn't have ended till 11ish, so alas I'm stuck at home. I just have one more thought to add before I go. Isn't funny when someone repeatedly lies to you? Yeah, I know it's not funny, it sucks. I wish someone would stop lying to me....that's all, have a splendid evening, wherever you might be tonight, sweet dreams!

listen: The Smashing Pumpkins: Farewell and Goodnight

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"Screaming in my sleep..."

Well it's saturday morning afternoonish, I think I overdosed on swiss cake rolls :O) Isn't it weird how if you sleep in till 10 you feel just as tanked as if you had woken at 6? Hmmmm. Last night I had restless dreams. I had one about this fed-ex guy who I was convinced was a murderer but no one would believe me and my family let him stay in our house. So I was walking around in our house and there was this big grand staircase (it looked like the one from gone with the wind hehe) and I was looking at it from the top to the bottom and when I got to the bottom that guy was standing there smiling at me. It was so weird tho because in my dream I screamed so loud but no one came, then I woke up. Don't you hate it when you wake up from creepy dreams and your convinced that something is going to happen to you? Hah maybe I'm the only one but I usually lay in bed for a couple minutes scared. I wonder what that dream meant, hmmm maybe the murderer symbolized Mr.Young, hehe. It's so weird tho because I can still see the guys face in my head, smiling, I don't know why. Dreams are so complex and cool, when I get to Heaven I hope there is a explanation for dreams. Okay, I"m such a loser, I write way to much and to often on here, and I have to go make Jilly a present, byeeee!

musice : Jem!!! They and Wish I (two seperate songs, hahaha)

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Friday, May 07, 2004

"She always kept things secret in such a public way"
This evening was so nice, despite the fact that at this moment the Strokes are playing and I am not there, it was still a great night. I got my picture taken with a tire two times! :0) Me and my sisters and a friend of my little sister went to Mass Avenue(where else?) and just meandered around. I bought I great cd at Luna and we got lost looking for our car, ah the memories. I don't think I've ever gone anywhere with my sisters without getting lost, it just wouldn't be the same. But yeah, Mass avenue was having this contest between it's buisnesses of who could decorate the best tire, why a tire, I don't know, but anyway all of the buisnesses had free food trying to bribe people to vote for their tire, and if there is free food, I'm there. So now I'm home and I'm happy. I can already feel summer! 7 more days! bye bye

music: The Flaming Lips: One more robot symphony

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Thursday, May 06, 2004

Cameron: I want donuts!
Me: We have no donuts!
Cameron: Abby, I want donuts!
Me: WE HAVE NO DONUTS
Cameron:Donuts, Donuts, Donuts!
Me: I'll make you anything just be quiet!
Cameron: Make me macaroni!

Me and my big mouth....and that is how you argue with a three year old. It's a timeless art that takes willpower, usually which I am lacking so I give into Cameron's demands. I think all along he wanted macaroni he just started with some totally off the wall request to make me give into his wishes...Arg what am I doing? The school stress is really starting to make me go crazy, I'm sitting here analyzing a 3 year olds motives, can they even have motives? Today I fell asleep in World Geo and Chemistry, it wasn't fun. Oh and horrors of horrors we got our final review sheet in chem, when I look at it, it makes me ill. Today Mr. Young was extra-annoying and yelled at us a lot saying "he's taken enough disrespect from teenagers today", Boo-hoo. I really need to start studying I have 3 tests, one essay, one stupid lemur project and one 8 page final review sheet due tommorow. Craaaaap. Well other than me falling asleep everytime I sat down and Mr.Young today was a good day. Actually it was better than good, it was nice. Well I'm off to make macaroni, happy thursday!

listen: RATM:take the power back

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Wednesday, May 05, 2004

Okay this is the last one for today, I just had something quick to say. Not to anyone really except for one person who probably won't even read this but I just had to get it out. I just treated someone not very nicely last night and I want to apoligize but I don't know how, so I'm sorry. Sometimes I can be a real pain in the butt. That's all.

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And now the rest of the story...
okay, sorry for my somewhat cryptic previous post. I was in 7th period which is algebra, and we are supposed to be taking these lame core 40 tests but I finished mine early, so I had all of this free computer time so I wanted to go to my blog and rant about standardized testing,but as soon as I logged in every one around me turned and assulted me with stupid questions of what I was doing. I tried to ignore the questions but I could feel their eyes watching me type, and that is a no-no! I can't have people watching me write, it just isn't done. It was actually kinda funny because I started to type and I saw out of the corner of my eye this boy reading it so I started typing in all of this stuff about how annoying it was for people to watch me post. Pesky freshmen. So for the rest of the period I had to answer questions about blogs and I even set one girl up with one. I felt like Nixon at watergate. Okay nevermind, I'm not good at coming up with relevant historical links to my everyday problems. Anyhoo, today I went into the chem room to have a little quality time with dear old Mr.Young, (haha I'm so funny.) The whole time he was helping me I couldn't look into his eyes tho cos someone previouly asked me if he ever blinked (thanks Patrick) and I came to the realization he doesn't. So this just got me started on weird theories of his true orgin. Needless to say I couldn't concentrate on assigning oxidation numbers. I am just really stressed out right now, I'm having dreams about chemistry and failing, and today at my locker I could not get it to shut and a not so nice word just slipped out. It was very strange. Ha, and that stupid big project I was going crazy over last night, well I couldn't get it to print so I saved it to a disk with the intention of printing it in the lab at school. So I woke up about 45 min. early to do that, and on the way I saw my friend Amanda and I asked her if she had her project done. She was like no why would I, it's not due till friday. It was all I could do to restrain myself from shooting a lemur. So basically my point is if I have to stay in school for longer than 9 more days I'm going to go postal!!!!ONLY 9 more DAYS! On a lighter note, I see the sun outside! Hmm, that's about it, sorry for the length, you don't have to read all of this, haha except you already have!muhaha

song for pre-summer yearnings: Elefant:Misfit

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This morining was good then I woke up

Okay I can't really write that much on the account of okay I'll just tell you later

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Tuesday, May 04, 2004

Stop reading this now!!

Right now I'm about to fall off my chair because I am so giddy! Haha. No really I'm going to cry because I have a BIG STUPID project due tommorow for a BIG STUPID teacher who I shall not name, AND i haven't started. I'm such a smart girl.

Listen: George Gershwin Rhapsody in Blue
ps does anyone know anything about the ring-tailed lemur!?

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Monday, May 03, 2004

"If your lost and feeling low, circumnavigate the globe, all we ever have is hope...and it's for you"

I think I've become a bit addicted to this. Oh well. I just had one thought to share with no one. As I was driving home from choir practice, (well not I on the account I do not drive) myself and the others in the car got into this discussion about a mutual aquantiance (sp? oh i really don't care) that we found to be rather annoying at times (not any of you, who ever you are!). That got me to thinking, what is it about some people that just make them so, annoying? Is it they way they talk? How much they talk? How much they don't talk? And then what makes them so utterly oblivious to that fact. There are just some people who float through the day, so anguishly annoying, and they don't know! How is that?! How can they not know?! That kinda frightens me tho,maybe I'm one of those persons,hmmmm. Anyhoo, I think I know what makes people annoying to me. People who don't appreciate silence. There are just some moments that are to important to be cluttered with words, and then you have these morons who have to come crashing in with their opinions. Or sometimes I just don't feel like talking (hehe, imagine that), and they insist on dragging out this tired conversation that was dead before it started. It makes me shudder. That is all, I promise. Have a splendid night filled with dreams...

Coldplay:For you ( And Elefant :O)

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"Tell me your name, tell me your story
Cause I'm into it, runnin' through life like a misfit....I will start again"

Hey!! Guess what, I just discovered an awesome new band and everyone should listen to them! Their name is Elefant, maybe they aren't so new but I just picked up their demo at Luna, and they are so GOOD. They sound like Interpol, with a mellower side. I'm listening to them right now, so very good. Hehe, sorry, I just get really excited when I discover a new band. Today at school I was utterly depressed at the thought of having to take Chemistry AGAIN. I don't care if I have a D-------, just as long as it is passing, that is all I care about. Ug, and I hate that. I hate having to lower my standards. I'm sure this will look great on the transcripts. ug. In other news, last night I was watching dateline and they had this story entitled "The many faces of Bill" It was about this man who supposedly had multi-personality disorder, 32 to be exact. The whole story frightened me whether he had it or not, watching a grown man morph into a 13 year old boy, it was very eerie and outragous(sp?). Eegads! Oprah is on, gotta go, GO DOWNLOAD ELEFANT! :o) bye bye

p.s. go here to learn more www.elefantweb.com

muzic: Elefant (duh): Now that I miss her

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Sunday, May 02, 2004

"This is me, at my most masocistic state."

Okay well I FINALLY saw Kill Bill Vol.2, it was great but aren't all of Quentin's films:O}? I only say that with a smile because my dad is very opposed to Pulp Fiction and won't let me see it, poo. Anyways, the movie rocked, so did the rest of my saturday night except for the last bit of it. Oh and I saw my car in that movie! When Elle is driving to Bud's trailer (I think that was his name) she is driving the exact same trans am that I want, it is so cool. Now I am just sitting here dreaming of summer, listening to Air, they have this really good song called New Star in the Sky, very beautiful. I want summer to be here so very badly, that is all I can say. But I also feel a little sad right now cos I was just thinking back to last year. You know how sometimes you think "last year at this time I was (fill in very exciting adjective)." I just keep thinking that about last year and last summer and I'm nervous because last summer was so I don't know, life changing(?) and I want this summer to be something to. I hope this is making sense. I guess what I'm trying to say is that this summer I hope I don't wallow around, thinking about what was, but instead I hope I look forward to what can be. That's all folks.

looney tunes: Common: Come to me

p.s. the object of my affection:

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the sun is shining in a rare appearance. I just ate grilled cheese and feel fine.

listen to wheat "met a girl"

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Saturday, May 01, 2004

"You were the last high.."

Well hello children! What a glorious first day of may this is! Just kidding it's really very extremely crappy outside! What is it about crappy days that causes people to clean so much? My mom and sisters have been running around like a deranged Mary Poppins, scrubbing the windows and such. I had to take a break from the fumes of Orange Glow, and now my whole self smells like wood cleaner, mmmmmm. Well I'm kinda down cos in a week, as I mentioned before, the Strokes are coming to Indy and I so wanted to go. But my parents kinda said, well not kinda, very adamently said no. Poop, I hate being 16. Oh crap, Stu just kicked the phone off the hook. I wonder if I'll be able to stay online. Hmmmmm, well I'm not being kicked off, so anyways, the strokes, yeah it was going to be an awesome concert, the walkmen were going to be there as well, ooooooh well. Well I better go clean some glass or something, until next time kids...

tunes: Fisherspooner Emerge, and the Dandy Warhols!!

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