Sunday, November 28, 2004

Sunday afternoon
Not a lot to do
Think of all
The places I could be
People I could meet
Life so small
I'm watching drops of rain
On my window pane
Empty streets
And no one knocks around
No one goes to town
I'm a-going out
Sick of staying in
Living life
With worries on my mind
Waste away the time
Days that I was born
Closed up all the doors
So restricted
Put my life of shame
Through the window pane
Now I'm blessed
Cause god created Sundays
So we could stay in
And watch the rain fall down
I lay on my bed
I feel all left out
I switch off my head
And I can live on my own
And stay in all day
And watch the rain falling down
I lay on my bed
I feel all left out
And switch off my head


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Hey - very good poem! Y'know - last night I tried to look at your weblog and it didn't work, and I was a little worried, but I figured 'tis just down temporarily or something, but then I tried to look at it today and I coudln't, so I was really sad, 'cause I enjoy your blog... but then I tried again and it worked. :-D anyways... Oh - one thing though, God (that's capital "G" - "o" - "d") ;) fix that maybe... Well, methinks that that's all!
God Bless,
Al'n
 
hehe Thanks Allen,
Sorry to say that this isn't an orginal work, it's by the great band The Zutons!! I wouldn't have not capitolized God:O) That is all....
 
Wow, that's really cool. I thought it was original, too. Still a good song/poem. :-)
 
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dur. I think someone stole my brain last night....

Well tommorow I have to go back to the "s" word. But I've been gone for so long!! Why should I have to ruin a good thing? But whatever...only a monthish till Christmas vacation, the mother of them all, yipeee.

Anyway....

http://www.thezutons.co.uk/zuteconstruct/ , go there for some jolly good tunes....that is all.....


The Zutons:Nightmare Pt.2

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Saturday, November 27, 2004

OH my gosh...
Ahem, today went to the mall. Such an awful expirience. Every year my family does this drawing among the kids so we all don't have to shell out enough money for all eight of us. And this year I got my oldest sister Megan, whom most of you know is pregnant. So I thought I would try and find her some "hip" maternity clothes to wear. Ha. Ha. Ha. hahahahahahaha. Am still laughing from the consequences that ensued from idea. So there I was walking into The Motherhood Store, and it didn't strike me as strange to be in there until the salesladies looked at me like I was some teenage retribate. They obvislouly thought that I was pregnant (!) After getting over shock that someone would think that about me, I tried to shop, but found that everytime I picked up an item evil Salesladies were trying to beam "Sex can wait" messages into my head. The more I looked around, the more absurd it became. I mean come on, I don't even look my age,16, and I don't look pregnant (at least I hope). And besides, this is 2004 and as sad as it is, it's not like teenage pregnancies are something that shocks anyone. They are pretty common. So at this point I just wanted to break down on my knees and declare my unpregnantness, but I kept my cool and took my purchase up to the register. At which point the saleslady looked at me, with a total straight face and asked me "So when's your baby due?". I just kind of stared at her. I wanted to say "tommorow" but didn't think I could do it without loosing coolness, so I just kind of stared and said For.My.Sister. and ran out of there about to break out into hysterics. Oh but just when you think it's over, it's not. So I was walking to meet my mom with my sister, with the stupid "Motherhood" bag when I looked up and saw someone who I didn't want to see anytime, let alone holding a Motherhood bag walking toward me. So I kind of tried to veer and turn the other way. This would have worked great except my little sister began to yell my name and ask me where I was going. Met eyes with person I didn't want to see and just kind of, uh well bolted the other way. All the while my sister was running after me yelling my name. Urg. When we finally met up with my mom, my sister was dying of laughter about the whole thing, which just made my mom start to laugh. The whole night my sister would come rushing up to me patting my stomache and asking about the well-being of the unborn. By the end of the night I just wanted to take the whole stupid gift and chuck it in the can. No one probably finds this as mortifying/shocking/embarassing as me, but just believe me, it was awful...... Stupid mall........

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hahaha thats so funny
 
LOL! Oh my goodness that is totally hilarious! And just the way you told it made it seem even more hysterical! I'm sure it was hummiliating at the time, but I'm also sure you'll look back on it and laugh. Like I am now...:-D
 
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Sunday, November 21, 2004

Well I have officially driven 2 whole places by myself. It is so much fun driving by myself, getting to pick the music I want to listen to and turn it up as loud as I want, and speed, and disregard traffic laws, and take off ways to places....ha ha. But I'm going to stop speeding and disregarding traffic laws, cos that's dangerous.
Anyways....only three days left of school then it's thanksgiving. It's hard to believe, isn't it? I really can't wait for this year to be over so I can get on with my senior year. But my senior year I'll probably be all mopy and nostagalgic (not an easy word to spell) about highschool and want for it to last. Cos that's just the way life is. But right now I can't wait for highschool to end...I think.
Well I guess I'll say adieu or however you spell it. Uh right. Byeeee.

Foofighters: Aurora


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Friday, November 19, 2004

I would just like to say...I PASSED!!! YIPPPPEEEE! That is all.

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YEAH!!!!!!
 
Congratulations!
 
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Tuesday, November 16, 2004

Hmmm. Well if you didn't get the drift from my last post, my drivers test turned into a sordid affair. Now I am hopefullly taking it this Thursday, saving I don't get attacked by a pack of roving rabid monkies or something. But the way things have been going lately it wouldn't really shock me...
Something daring I am thinking about doing: Actually its partly due to peer pressure (grrrr), but my friend really wants me to try out for the next drama play which is Anne Frank. I really don't know if I should. I did drama in middle school, but that was many moons ago, and since then I have become hard and jaded....Ha, not really but I still find it amazing I had more courage in middle school to do stuff like that then I do now. Isn't there supposed to be a positive realationship between age and self-esteem? But anyway, anyone have any thoughts on that matter?? I mean me trying out for the play not the positive relationship thing...
By the way, last weekend I saw Muse in concert and they "rocked" to sound cliched and
mtv-ish. Oh well. They really did.
That's all, byeee

Foofighters:Aurora (goooooooood song)


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Just think: this summer you got up and sang in front of over 1,000 people. I don't see why you couldn't perform in front of the school play.
 
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Thursday, November 11, 2004

Things not to do when taking one's driver's test

1) Tell your mom to pick you up from school at 2:30 and not tell that you actually have to come into the school to get you out of school, thus getting stuck in horrendous jerk-induced traffic getting out of school thus getting to license branch late

2) Don't be more than 5 minutes late for your appointment, like say getting there at 3:07 versus your appointment time 3:00

3) Don't start to get indignant with border-line homesexual driver suppervisor when he tells you that you will have to reschedule for next week due to your lateness

4) Then don't start to question why you can't take your test if his next appointment isn't till 3:30 when it is only 3:07

5)Don't glare at border-line homesexual driver suppervisor when he tells you you should value other people's time a little bit more

6) Don't retort back "maybe you should do the same, seeing as though my appointment is at 3:00 and the other guys is at 3:30, maybe you should respect my time and let me take the drivers test!"

Ha. Just some pointers. Not that I would know or anything....


Snow Patrol:How to be dead





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Wednesday, November 10, 2004

I AM: a loser for doing this
I WANT:to go to bed
I HAVE: a poem I am supposed to memorize by tommorow, heehee
I WISH: I had that poem memorized
I HATE: people who trifle with your emotions and then wonder why you get mad and can't trust them anymore
I FEAR: growing old
I HEAR: Death Cab for Cutie woohoo!
I WONDER: if I'm going to fail my drivers exam
I REGRET: things ive said when i was mad that i didn't mean
I LOVE: staying up really late and then sleeping in really late
I ACHE: always after i run
I ALWAYS: put off homeword
I AM NOT: an overachiever heehee
I DANCE: and people run and scream the other way
I SING: all the time just to be annoying
I CRY: a lot
I WRITE: a lot
I WIN: a little
I LOSE: ALL THE TIME!
I CONFUSE: the spelling of tommorow...or is it tommarow.....
I NEED: to go to bed
I SHOULD: go to bed
YES or NO:x.
YOU KEEP A DIARY: a journal thank you
LIKE TO COOK: I like the idea of liking to cook
YOU HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVE NOT SHARED WITH ANYONE: yes.
!
DO YOU...?
HAVE A CRUSH: no
WANT TO GET MARRIED: sometimes
GET MOTION SICKNESS: yes
.THINK YOURE A HEALTH FREAK: hah! no
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: usually
LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: yes. -----------------------------
CURRENTHAIR COLOR: blonde
EYE COLOR: blue.
HEIGHT: 5'4ish
BIRTHPLACE: some hospital St.Francis I think
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FAVORITENUMBER:uh 117
COLOUR: blue.
DAY: thursdays and sundays
MONTH: july/august.
.SONG: couldn't possibly begin
FOOD: again, too hard to narrow down
.SEASON: summer.
SPORT: soccer (the REAL football
DRINK: er
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: hot chocolate.
MILK, DARK OR WHITE CHOCOLATE: white and milk
.VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE: chocolate.-----------------------------
IN THE LAST 24 HRS, HAVE YOU...
CRIED? well I was watching Dr.Phil and I just lost it, so yea
HELPED SOMEONE? um I think I helped my little brother with something
BOUGHT SOMETHING? nope
.GOTTEN SICK? Ive been sick for a week
GONE TO THE MOVIES? no
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? no.
SAID "I OVE YOU"? probably, to my brothers
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: nah
.WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? yes
?HAD A SERIOUS TALK? ummm.
MISSED SOMEONE? yeah.
HUGGED SOMEONE? i tackled my sister, does that count?
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? nope.
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? dont think so.-------------------------
----Would you ever:1. Eat a bug? ewww
2. Bungee jump? uh no
3. Hang glide? yeah
4. Kill someone? If he was some raging pyschopath
5Kiss someone of the same sex? ewwww
6. Have sex with someone of the same sex? ewwww
7. Parachute from a plane? maybe
.8. Walk on hot coals? yes
.9. Go out with someone for their looks? no.
10. For their reputation? no
11. Be a vegetarian? i tried that once and it sucked beyond words
12. Wear plaid with stripes? sure matching is over rated
13. IM a stranger?yeah
14. Sing Karaoke? yeah
.16. Shoplift? no
17. Run a red light? hah! um noooo
18. Star in a porn video? ewww
19. Dye your hair blue? yes
20. Be on Survivor? no
21. Wear makeup in public? uh...
22. Not wear makeup in public? yeah.
23. Cheat on a test? uhhh
24. Make someone cry? i think i probably have done that, sadly
25. Date someone more than 10 years older than you? um ew
26. Stay up all night? yes! hahahahahahahahahaha





oh gosh someone please claw my fingers from the mouse and throw me in bed....

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Tuesday, November 09, 2004

one more thing. Tommorow I have a my driver's test to get my license and I am v. v. v. v. v. v. nervous! So I'm beseeching anyone who might read this between now and 3:00 o clock tommorow to pray for me that I would pass. I know it sounds lame that I'm so nervous but I am a positively awful (does that make sense?) test taker. I have this weird nervouse habit that I always turn to the back of the test and take it from the back to the front. Something I quite clearly can't do on a drivers test....unless....Ha, but seriously. Pray that I would do well, and not start to cry, nervously ramble, start to laugh uncontrobly when I come close to a sudden and painful death or yell when I take it. Cos I do all of those things when I drive. OH yea and pray I get a girl instructor so I can plead with her to give me my license on behalf of our gender to overcome the male oppression that has been placed on our backs by getting my license. Hee. See I've already started to ramble, cos I get nervous just thinking about it. So yea...THANK YOU!

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So I was looking around on Michael Moore's website and he was whining about the number of American casualities so far in the war (1147), and how awful and unjust it is. I couldn't help but wondering if Michael Moore has heard this number before: 30,699000. Seems like a pretty big number eh? Well that is the number of children who have been murdered in America since 1973, when abortion became legal. So Michael, where is your outrage for all of this blood shed? Where are the burning exposes, raging protests, and outraged campigning? It seems almost laughable that all of the indignation that is risen over the killing of 1,147 American soldiers (that went over to Iraq willingly might I add) when every day nearly 100 times that number of innocent American children are murdered. Hm. Somehow it just doesn't all add up.

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Monday, November 08, 2004

Well it's about 12:12, er yea it is 12:12. I should be in bed but you know how that goes. Tommorow is going to be a total drag. Don't you hate it when you've already decided to have a bad day 12 hours before it's started? I've got to stop doing that..The thing is I really don't feel like sleeping. I feel all nervous and anxious and I have no clue as to why. It's so crazy, I feel like right now I could go to school and start the day. Blah, I can garantee you I won't feel like that in the morning.
Well anyway, today I practiced parralell (can never spell that awful word!) parking, because on wednesday I am going to get my license. Pretty bizarre I know, seems like just yesterday I learned how to form sentences and all that junk, yada yada yada. At least that's how my parents are treating it. It's like I'm dying or over the hill now that I am able to get my license. I really hope I pass....hm.

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Hey!
Just thought I'd visit your blog. It's very nice and you update WAY more than me! ;-) But that's not too hard to do. Check out my blog sometime ifya want! Hmm...I know the late-night-wide-awake feeling! Happens all the time! Just don't keep it up too long or you'll get sick or something. Oh man, when I start driving..that will be just scary! Are you coming to our class again on Wednesday? I know you just had a TON of fun before. Hehe. Well ttyl -
~Charity
 
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Sunday, November 07, 2004

Just further proof of how twisted and pathetic this orginization has become. Was browsing around on NOW's "fact page" on website. This statement below made me laugh out loud.

Note: Both of these statements are direct quotes from NOW's website www.nowpac.org Although I don't encourage the self-inflicted killing of braincells, if you are ever in need of a laugh go there to check out the lies..

Taken from NOW's fact page on web site...

7. Is NOW affiliated with any one political party?
No, NOW is a non-partisan organization. Candidates of all political parties are eligible for endorsement by NOW/PAC and by state and local NOW Political Action Committee.

Taken from NOW's home page on website...

NOW/PAC Urges All Women to Vote for John Kerry

"...NOW/PAC urges its members and supporters to turn out in record numbers on Nov. 2 for John Kerry and all candidates who support women's rights," said Gandy. "We have proven time and again that women can and will make a difference on Election Day. John Kerry will stand with us in our struggle to achieve full equality."


hm. So where's the love for Bush?

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Saturday, November 06, 2004

Well today I worked.
So that was fun.
hm.
I just read an article that really enraged me. It was about NOW and how they are uber against bush (duh). But the thing that really got to me was the fact that they were purposely ingnoring the great strides the Bush adminastration (sp? heh, sorry I'm a bit tired) is making for women in the middle east. The article used Afganistan as it's example, in it's past election over 8 million women voted. 8 MILLION. This from a country that would beat a women if she showed her whole head. And now these women have the freedom not only to run around showing ALL OF THEIR HEAD, but they can vote. And go to school. And do a number of other things. All thanks to the evil right wing conspiracy who was only concerned with killing innocent people for oil in the middle east. Hmmmm. And the group that for the longest time was outraged about the state of women's rights in Afganistan (NOW), has not uttered one word about this election or the women's new found freedom. Why don't they just give up this whole facade of actually caring about women's rights and just admit what they are, a bunch of brain washed, baby-murdering, self involved liberals.? Geez. Sometimes I really hate being a girl. It's embarrassing to even fall in the same gender as some of these low lifes....

The Streets-What is he thinking??

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Tuesday, November 02, 2004

"So suddenly nothing ever seems to matter,
I come to the scene, where we were both so sure
so sure we would be forever

So still is the night
when only pierced by lover's crys
holding on to a shadow
so sure they would be forever

So sudden is the pain
when clicks decide your mood
so sure you would last forever...

So sure is our plight
Decided by our own fate
holding on to a shadow
so sure we'd last forever..."


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