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Thursday, January 27, 2005
Well, I dunno...
Why do I get so hung up on such stupid things all the time! Is it just me, or does everyone analyze and then overanalyze every stupid situation! I think I'm losing my mind. I hate how so easily I get caught up in such vapid (ooooh big word) things of the world that won't even matter in the long run. It's so hard to tell my heart that they won't matter. Does anyone else have this problem? Well tommorow Triton Central has a pep rally tommorow. And I'm thinking about skipping and going home early. I hate to sound so cliched and jaded but I really am not intrested in highschool. All I can think about is graduating and leaving. I know thats wrong but its a real struggle for me to be content with my life now, as I know I'm supposed to be. This sounds strange, but if I could, I would leave the country tommorow. There is just something inside of me that keeps yearning for more, more than the drama of Triton Central. Sometimes I just want to throw all my problems away and run. Okay before I break out into some Disney song I'm going to stop now, just pray I would be content with God's will for me right now, thanks:O) One more thing, do I have the most boring blog or what? Why does everyone else have such greater HTML skills them me? I don't have any skills.... Bjork-There's more to life than this, hehe I really didn't plan that or anything..... Abigail succeeded at 6:04 PM.
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You don't have much HTML skill because you haven't tried. Practically everything of HTML that I know I learned by myself. Try learning; the basics aren't hard.
One thing you could try is turning off the WYSYIWYG text editor, if you have that as an option. That way, you'll be "forced" to learn tags for bold, italic, links, etc.
I'll pray for you...it's hard to totally rely on God to work everything out in our lives. I love where I am right now, so that's not the problem...the problem would be going somewhere else if God called us. Hmm...I wonder if the "Triton drama" is anything like the GCA drama was. ;-) Have a good weekend!
...that's a deep post. I can definitely at least somewhat empathize with you. I definitely am one to get caught up and worried about things of minimal importance. Also, I definitely can empathize with you about school... I am really tired of school - I wish I could just skip education - maybe like stick some cables into my brain and learn everything I need to know and then go on... heh, don't think so.
And a Disney song? Nice. I will definitely pray for you on being content w/God's will for you... I struggle with that as well. I struggle with just trusting God with everything sometimes, which is extremely stupid when you think about it, but hey we're stupid sheep, right (not that that's an excuse). Anyways, I have a few HTML "skills," and would be willing to help you 'spice up your blog' sometime if you'd like... and if I have time... let me know. God Bless! Allen
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I'm here with The Teen Blog Corner. I think that your site is very intesting and would like to put you on our links if you don't mind.... And I will be praying for you! I super overanalyze things all the time, you just have to make yourself stop it. Giggle Fritz # posted by
 : 9:52 AMMonday, January 24, 2005
Well everyone, here I am again. Only a month later. Still annoying you with my insanity....
Today I was reading everyones blogs and I thought to myself "I really miss blogging, I wish I could post such and such.." and then I thought "Oh yeah, duh I can, I have a blog." So it just seemed like the right thing to do. Plus I've come to the realization I shouldn't let someone stop me from doing something I enjoy, cos then that person has just controlled me more. And that was what I was doing by not blogging. So anyway, here I am, unscathed and brimming full with knowledge from the other side, the unblogged side....heh, okay see this is what happens when I try to be profound, I sound uh dumb. But yes its the new year! I feel the same but I also feel like I'm changing. Can you feel yourself change? I don't know...I wonder if anyone will read this cos I kinda shut it down. I kind of feel like I'm talking to myself..well I think Allen will read this, he better after the fuss he made about me not blogging, so HI Allen! And no I haven't fixed my e-mail thingy, sorry!! Well it was nice, stay tuned.... Such Great Heights:Iron and Wine Abigail succeeded at 10:33 PM.
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I'll read it!
I knew you'd come back sooner or later! I'm glad that you updatelled. You continue to amuse me with your posts, and I ev'n plan on using a quote from your blog on my blog (so go check it out)! I'm glad that you decided that you wouldn't let that person 'control you.' See, when someone tries to control me (other than like my parents or another authority like that) I tend to do whatever they don't want me to do - for example, I won't let people dictate my speeds when I drive - if someone is tailgating me, I am very likely to slow down instead of speeding up... also, if a sibling tells (not ASKS) me to do something, I usually won't do it... things like that. Although, when one really thinks about it, that is kinda being controlled... because you're doing (or not doing) something in response to what the other person did... Hmm... lets see - I definitely have made a lot of changes in my life since this year has begun anew - mostly resulting from things I heard, learned, etc. at my last Winter Conference... and I would say, my best... plus I got $10! ;) Another thing - that is a great song! I have a link to it on the internet somewhere, and when I find it, I will let you know. God Bless! Allen
I'll read it!
I knew you'd come back sooner or later! I'm glad that you updatelled. You continue to amuse me with your posts, and I ev'n plan on using a quote from your blog on my blog (so go check it out)! I'm glad that you decided that you wouldn't let that person 'control you.' See, when someone tries to control me (other than like my parents or another authority like that) I tend to do whatever they don't want me to do - for example, I won't let people dictate my speeds when I drive - if someone is tailgating me, I am very likely to slow down instead of speeding up... also, if a sibling tells (not ASKS) me to do something, I usually won't do it... things like that. Although, when one really thinks about it, that is kinda being controlled... because you're doing (or not doing) something in response to what the other person did... Hmm... lets see - I definitely have made a lot of changes in my life since this year has begun anew - mostly resulting from things I heard, learned, etc. at my last Winter Conference... and I would say, my best... plus I got $10! ;) Another thing - that is a great song! I have a link to it on the internet somewhere, and when I find it, I will let you know. God Bless! Allen
I hadn't stopped reading; it doesn't take long to check your page. Anyway, you said you'd restart; it's not like Allen, who normally doesn't say he'll restart.
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