"It might have been a while since you've been loved like you should be loved..."

Ah the power of repeat...hehe yes I am still stuck on that song! And yes it is still wed-nes-day! And yes this is my THIRD post for the day! And yes I'm still yelling! Okay I'm sorry but this song, you don't understand, if this song was (or is it were...?) a guy it would be Johnny Depp, if this song was (or were, which ever you have decided) a food it would be chocolate pop tarts,mmmmm chocolate poptarts...sorry off task, what was I doing? Oh yes, the song, if you haven't downloaded it by now your a dummy! Go forth vigilent readers ( all two of you!) and download! Okay, enough music pirating for today, hmmm I just realized it's 11:38 and I have to go to school tommorow! Oops. I feel....strange....I feel like I'ma breakin' the laaaaw! Okay so I watched the O.C. tonight, like I do every wed-nes-day, and my momma and pop were in the living room, so of course they were like "What's this your watching?" And I answered. Hehe, duh, this does have a point by the way. Okay, so yes, my mom and dad totally start ripping on the show, and that just annoyed me to no ends, why do people insist on doing that?! If the show is that craptastic, then here's an idea, leave me in peace to rot, and go read a book or plant a tree! I think I know what it is though, they inwardly are fascinated with that show and they just don't have the chutzpah [ hoot-paw or something to that effect] to admit it. And that just sets me off on a whole different rant, why do people insist on ragging on kinda corny shows when inwardly they like them!? It's a sin to these people to watch something kinda vapid, not educating, they run from it like a *hillbilly in Hollywood, because some evil force might reach through the glass and suck them into a vapid wasteland. Contrary to the thinking of PBS and Mr.Rogers, the television was not invented to educate, it was invented to make money. So stop trying to teach me the alphabet and bring on the O.C.! Phew, okay I finally changed songs, but only cos Char MADE me. Now I'm listening to Damien Rice's beautiful creation, Delicate, which I have already talked about I believe. Muhahaha, the time is 11:50 and I'm not in bed! I'm going to regret this in the morning. So in English, we are reading, well actually listening to Julius Caeser, I never knew there were so many names that start with c. Other than Shakespere's liking of the letter C, I think it's a relativlely good play. It got even better when Caeser died, because it was kinda cool and IRONIC. Ms. Huey, where ever you are, that's a shout out to you, I finally realize the irony of the situation. Tonight we had Bible study at me house, over the book of John. The more we study the more I like it. I think it's good to just sit back and think of God's great love for us. And tonight I thought of it in a way I had never really considered before. I, being a girl, have always been hopelessly romantic, I just love a good love story. And you know when you hear about some guy doing something so sweet you just want to explode with "awwww"? And you wish some guy would do something like that for you? Well tonight I was thinking wow the creator of the universe has done something like that for me, I mean not in a romantic love way, but in a kind of love that is a trillion times better. He sent his son, to DIE, for me, because HE loved me that much. What greater monument of love could you ask for? I guess I never really let it sink in that God LOVES me. I mean I know you hear that and your like sure, sure, He loves me. But if you think about what it means to love someone and then you think, God feels that for me, except it's a trillion times more pure, more forgiving, more self-sacrificing, it just blows my mind. Okay, I've rambled enough for one day, although, techinically, in sense it's 12:05, it's a brand new day! Woohoo, happy thursday everyone, have a daring day!

*Please don't ask where I got this metaphor, it makes me want to cry also

Abigail succeeded at 12:05 AM.