Well I thought one blog would be enough but I don't want to go to bed. Sometimes I feel like I am most productive and creative at the hours between 12-2 am. Lately I have been writing a lot of poetry, late at night. It's intresting, I recommend it. It's just so still and peaceful around here at night. Most of you know how my family is: big,loud and always moving. So it is very nice just to sit in the still of the night and listen to the fans and the silence. The night has a soundtrack all of it's own. Like the ticking of the clock, the water in the fishtank filter, the fans swirling. It's so cool to hear those noises and only those noises. . I think it's strange how when I was little I used to be terrified of being the only one up at night. Sometimes I would get in bed at 8:30 just so people would still be up while I slept. Now I relish the silence. Right now I really need prayer regarding a situation. I'm always so rash when it comes to relationships, I guess sometimes I'm not very good at sharing my emotions with people. Usually if there is some problem in a relationship I'm just like okay whatever, and I don't want to talk to that person. Arg. I hate fighting with people, it makes me feel like I'm ten years old.

music: nothing hehe

Abigail succeeded at 12:51 AM.