Wednesday, May 19, 2004
Well, I'm just sitting here, on the eve of my final day as a sophomore, thinking about the previous year. Thinking about what a boring, long, happy, exciting, hard, awful, awesome year it was. Hem. After tommorow I will no longer be a soph-o-more, to me, for some reason that seems like a big deal. I dunno, maybe it's just me and my tendency to make all things sentimental. So yeah, this is me right now recolectin'. I'm listening to all of the music I played over and over this year, thinking about stuff that happened. About how much I changed and how much I didn't. I can't really describe what I'm feeling right now. I guess I just really hate change, heh, I know that's a really backward thing to say, but I do. As someone famous once said "When you change you leave everyone behind, including yourself.", kinda sad, in a way, but it really is the truth. Often times people ask why things "can't be the way they were before." To me, that's a simple answer, because this isn't before, this is now, and no matter how hard you try to stay the same, every expirence you go through changes you, whether you like it or not. I guess maybe that's why changing and goodbye's are so sad sometimes, because you know you will never be able to be that same person again. Okay well I'll stop with the whole philisofical (sp!!! aaaah) gig, have a splendid evening to whoever may be reading this...
music:everything:O} Abigail succeeded at 9:26 PM.
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Hey Abigail! or Abbigail? or... How about good ol' Abby. Sorry I haven't figured out how to spell Ab... your name as of yet. That'll change soon... if you tell me.
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I certainly know whatcha mean about change... I don't like change much... but then again, I sort of embrace it... like, I guess I don't want it, but I realize that it doesn't matter what I do - 'tis still agonna happen... so I guess I kinda embace it, or rather, take it head on, as I have nothing much to say in the matter. I don't wanna be a senior. Yet I shall become one... barring any failures (but that won't happen...) tomarrow, technically. Altho, some'd argue that I have already become a serior, as the senior class has graduated already.... :) Nice blog. God Bless! |
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